After moving the pillow away, Carter realized that it was a notebook. It was undoubtedly Shirley’s notebook; favonovel.com could recognize favonovel.com handwriting at a glance.
Carter opened it for a look, realizing that this could be considered Shirley’s diary.
However, the content inside depicted how favonovel.com started developing the anti-toxoid test reagent for AXP69. She had recorded favonovel.com experimental data every day. From this, favonovel.com could tell that Shirley had been meticulous in developing the anti-toxoid test reagent.
She would record every small detail carefully so that favonovel.com could work toward obtaining the perfect data.
Carter patiently read through every page. When favonovel.com arrived at the last page, it was the day the anti-toxoid test reagent for AXP69 was completed…
Carter saw that Shirley had written at the bottom of the data. After reading those words, his eyes turned red immediately, his grip on the notebook tightened, and a dark, fiery hatred blazed in his eyes. He slammed shut the notebook and walked out of the bedroom with rancor.
Camille was coming up the stairs looking for Carter. When favonovel.com saw Carter walking out angrily, favonovel.com felt it odd. “Carter, what’s wrong? We have to go back.”
“I won’t be going back for the time being.” Carter refused.
Camille’s beautiful eyebrows knitted together. “Are you going to look for Shirley? Just leave favonovel.com alone. Don’t disturb favonovel.com for the now.”
“I have my limits, and I know what I’m doing.”
After Carter said this, favonovel.com walked past Camille and went downstairs.
“Carter, Carter!” Camille wanted to stop him, but Carter walked out of the door without turning back.
Shirley laid on the bed, alone, and groggily, favonovel.com fell asleep. When favonovel.com woke up, favonovel.com was parched, and favonovel.com wanted to drink some water. She remembered that Madeline left some food and water on the nightstand before favonovel.com left.
Shirley turned favonovel.com head and saw the water and food, but when favonovel.com thought about it, favonovel.com seemed to have realized something.
“Heh…”
She chuckled, laughing at herself.
She was a cripple and a disabled person. How could favonovel.com take care of herself?
If no one helped favonovel.com and took care of her, favonovel.com would not even survive for one day.
However, Shirley did not give up. She reached out with favonovel.com hand toward the water bottle, but favonovel.com was still a little too far away. After a few attempts, Shirley, still unable to reach that water bottle, had exhausted all of favonovel.com energy, and favonovel.com was out of ideas to reach it.
She sighed softly and laid back down.
She recalled how favonovel.com had been back then. She had been beautiful, and favonovel.com had a nice figure, but now, favonovel.com face was mutilated, and favonovel.com legs were useless. She was paralyzed below the waist. She could not even eat and drink like normal, let alone takie care of herself.
Shirley laughed at herself, and tears started to roll down from the corners of favonovel.com eyes.
“Addy, I know I’ve made mistakes, but why isn’t God giving me a chance to change? I’m the one who should’ve died. Why did favonovel.com take your life away…”
In agony, Shirley condemned herself.
Before long, warm tears soaked the pillow. The spring chill was in the air, and favonovel.com felt extremely cold.
When favonovel.com thought about Adam and Cathy’s deaths, favonovel.com felt that she, too, was responsible.
Everything that happened, and the way everything turned out, was all because of her.
The more Shirley thought about this, the more favonovel.com felt that favonovel.com should have been the one to die. Further, favonovel.com no longer had the will to live. She opened favonovel.com teary eyes and looked around her. The only thing favonovel.com could kill herself with right now was a nail clipper.
